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2月16日

近日缠绵病榻，整日里止不住的咳嗽，习惯性的用手捂着嘴，骚动却仍撕心裂肺般的汹涌而至，强烈的疼痛让我不禁怀疑腐朽的脏腑都已被毁坏，只剩下苟延残喘的躯壳。

夜里往往辗转难眠，次日精神便更为不济了，浑浑噩噩的度日，倒也省了许多无谓的心思。其实病了挺好，肉体的痛苦在此时抵消了精神的痛苦。当年看《多情剑客无情剑》的时候不明白，总是既心疼又赞赏李寻欢那样恣意放肆的饮酒，完全不顾及日渐衰败的身体。原来，都是一样的道理。

yzm说我精神状态差，似乎一直处于失恋的状态，其实还是小看我了，此处满篇的惆怅潦倒不过是残酷的现实，让我产生了对于香草美人求之不得的哀怨，是否总会有那么一次，一切能皆如我意呢？似乎又有点奢侈了，总是不合时宜的希望一切困苦都能转瞬而过，那么幸福是不是也会变得索然无味呢？

不止一次的跟hy和yy讲要坚强，那样苦涩的讲要坚强，或许最需要说服的其实就是我自己，这样就不会有软弱和退缩了，即便有也咬牙扼杀在不为人见的痛苦中了。

这个冬天实在冷得太久了，久到冻得遍体鳞伤也不觉得痛了呢……

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